Thursday, February 12, 2015

Do I Continue?

Ah, my dear blog-

I haven't touched you in years. A lot has changed since 2013, but I am not sure if this is where I need to be or if there is some other outlet for my never-ending need to write. Is it the blog I started many years ago, in a different time and place? Or is there something else I should be doing?

As you can see, I still don't know what the answers are, though I have found solutions to some of the other nagging queries. I know I love to write, but I just don't know if this is the proper forum to put forth my ideas, dreams, fears and hopes. Plus, will I ever be able to come back and give you the time and creativity you deserve?

Though it might be interesting to start up again as while I have many of the same ideas floating around in my head, I am a different person with different experiences than I was when I first started writing to you (hell, I am a different person than when I last stopped writing to you).

Things have changed, ideas have formed, some solutions have been a sense, life has move on far past where we once were. I do love the feel of my fingers slowly typing across the keyboard in hopes that someone out there is interested in my ramblings, my opinions, my dreams and has advice for the tough questions banging around in my head. Or, is my job only to help other people ask the right questions?

Decisions, decisions. My guess is very few folks will actually read this post, but maybe I will come back and start rebuilding you and letting my mind wander in the mornings to help fill the blank page. I don't know. I only know you jumped into my mind as I was sitting here this morning. Maybe yes and maybe no...only the future will tell.

In the meantime, keep showing what has been written and hopefully inspire a soul now and then. I know writing to you definitely helped to inspire mine once upon a time. Maybe you will again...

With gratitude,

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